What's this feeling?

I always used to wonder what would happen when all the wishes of anyone would be fulfilled. I have heard from people that they never get over, people will just keep wishing forever and ever. Still, assuming that one day they got over, wouldn't it be monotonous. Wouldn't life be boring? Wouldn't it be just like how I am feeling right now? Even though my wishes haven't been fulfilled, then what's this feeling that I have right now.

It has been a few weeks now, I have no motivation, no inspiration. I am just living. I still have got wishes, I am still trying to get all of my family to live together at a place and live happily. 

But I am bored, nothing feels exciting anymore, nothing in the world is giving me thrills. I had never thought life would become so boring some day. I have got nothing to do at all now. What should I do, where should I spend my time? I don't feel like talking to anyone, I don't feel like listening to anyone. I feel like doing nothing. I had always liked building software and applications, my current job demands the same from me. But. I am just building. I don't feel like I should.

Whenever I have faced any problems, I have tried to come up with my own solutions to come out of them. And I tried to find out even this time. I started swimming, and then I stopped. I bought a DSLR, to take pics of things, and I did, and then I stopped. I see people doing so many things to feel happy and to feel excited, I tried every possible thing that I could, and it was so damn boring. I haven't even laughed genuinely for weeks now. Every weekday, I go to the office, I build applications, I am too much involved in it generally, and every evening I come home and I have got nothing to do after that. I even used to work for some past weekends, and then I had to stop.

It's 12:03 am on June 1, 2015. I can see silence from my window. It's so still outside. My logics are failing in figuring out what should be done. Why is it so boring. Life can't be just this. There must be some meaning. There has to be some meaning.

I remember doon, I had a lot of friends there. Everybody would have been awake right now and if somebody had said "let's go to have a walk", all of us would get up and just go. It doesn't feel the same right now. Every day, it just feels like I am wasting time, I am wasting it doing what I am doing.

I know something must be done, I shouldn't be wasting time anymore, and if I continue doing whatever I have been doing for so many days, I will have to repent later on for sure. I will try to think even harder now. Maybe I am missing something very very important that I should consider. I am so much uncertain about the future. About mine and of this world. I am not liking what I see people doing. Peace can't be brought if the same gets continued. I am unable to figure out an Answer yet. Maybe I have to think more, maybe I have to put more efforts. How will people start trusting each other? How are they going to love each other? How will this deadlock be broken? Oh god, please help me out in figuring out this thing, a very important one. Maybe then I would be able to take a peaceful sleep. But...what's this feeling...? Is it the same that I think it is about...?